SCRIBBLE; THINKS; thenscribbleagain.

I miss my fingertips on the keyboard.

2009-11-08T20:47:00.001+08:00

I'm almost done with two other papers! HURRAY! I'm not on hiatus anymore.
Just a notice, I'm moving to ONSUGAR! ((:

Hee, yeah, want to try different things so people!

RELINK ME: WWW.LEEZYISHIGH.ONSUGAR.COM !! :D

Madinga Gringa yo. [:

Be right back loves!

2009-06-20T13:05:00.003+08:00

Friendster deleted!
Switched to another social networking site.
Daily rants on Wordpress now.
Will get back to blogging at Blogspot after O'levels.
I'M ON HIATUS TILL THEN.

xoxo, leezy.
(:

get this right once and for all please.

2009-06-19T14:40:00.004+08:00

Tag Replies!

Imah: Ahh dahh update. Bace puas puas. Wheee~ Ade orang stalk kiter. LOL!

Mastura: Is it? That's just unlucky for us girls. ): whatever it is, that's just fate i guess? =S

Yasir: Your welcome ! you're really a nice a guy. And you're one of them few who I can trust! ;D
Passed: Just the normal editing, photoscape. (:

Your 1st: no need to put that name already cuz I know you. (: And yeah, let bygones be bygones. ((:

Feeqa: Drop by more darling! ;]

babyfee: I miss you too! Hmmm. idk sehh. I dont have your number, and you don't have tagboard. ):

Q: Q darling! Sekolah nak dekat bukak. see you around love! (:

Farah N: Sayang! yeah. I know. Thanks for a listening ear and those warm huggies. I'll always love you nadiaaa! ;D

To the one who thought I hate you.

I need to clear this misunderstanding. Look, my previous post did not mean "spare tyres" while we were contacting. I'm referring to the day after 7th june. You should know lahh what happen since it's your own friends who told me. And the term "spare tyres" did not came from my mouth. Again, I'm quoting it from your friends. Still, sorry if you thought that my previous post made people look you down or whatsoever. My intention to blog is not to do that, it's just to pin down my feelings. If it somehow affected you, then I'm sorry. Lastly, whatever shit you think I've done to you, I'm sorry too. I don't want to argue and fight too. It's useless for us to do to that.

To my girls who turned 17 already.

Happy birthday to Feeqa and Wanee!
Wanee turns 17 on the 13th, while Feeqa turns 17 on the 18th, which is yesterday. =D
I'll post and update about those date as soon as I'm free okay? I can't be using the computer so much right now. ): Sorry girls! (: And hope you like my presents! =D

To kamarul.

Thanks for inviting us all to your chalet! Okay people, I'll update about that too as soon as I'm free. BUSY! sorry sorry. ~

To someone who expects me to change.

I will. I just need time. I'll prove to you that I'm still the Leezah who you used to like. Although we did catch up that day. I hope you don't go away from me. Thanks for seeing the REAL me inside out. I know I've been a bad girl lately. And it's not good. Sorry for hurting you when you heard those stories about me. I've got my bestest bitch back! ;D

Lastly, to my new "bestfriend"

It's so funny that I have to call you that! Hee. Never mind. I just want to say thanks for these past few days, when you sacrificed your sleep just to put up with my nonsense. Those days of catching up with the old times was fun! =D Don't worry, I'll try this time not to drift away from you. My greatest disappointment is that I let you go and do those things which irks me a lot. But it's okay, it's your life anyway. (: Good luck with 'you-know-who' and don't forget to update me about you. Thank you Number 1 for everything you've done for me. My first and the last. (:

Recently, I have not been following my timetable and that's not what an o-level student should do. ): I need to do my last-minute homework and I hate that. I hate doing things last minute and yet I do it. Sigh!
And family problems are not helping at all! ;D Life's a bitch lately and it's all messed up. But thank God I have people who would always spare some time to listen to my never ending problems. Love you people! (:

na na na nahey hey heygoodbye.

2009-06-11T22:43:00.005+08:00

When I just came back from chilling Farah Nadia and Suzie, my mom suddenly told me this.

"Ehh, why you like makin slim eh?"
"Really ehh? You're just saying that cause you're my Mom."
"Tak, it's as if you're shrinking. Have you stopped growing?"
"Seriously?! Dahh uhh, must drink susu Dutch Lady from now on."

Uh-oh! I don't want to stop growing! ): That's it. I need to eat more vegetables. Macam betol jerr, padehal tadi baru tepian sayur. Haaah!

I've just finished my conversation on the phone with Ally, and I've discovered just because of of 7th June, many relationships just went down the drain. That's why when you have strings attached, be it official or unofficial, there will certainly be conflicst. I bet most of you should already have known, me and Kim have nothing going on anymore. He made the first move by having another 'spare tyre'. So, I will just follow suit and move on too. And to my girls who die die wanted me to reconcile with him, it's not that I didn't try. I did my part. I admitted my mistakes and seeked for his forgiveness. But it seems that he has been ignoring my last message, so why should I fight back something that has already loosen up hopes on me?
And my girls, I'll be fine. Thank for every one of your encouraging messages and calls. I really appreciate it. Even my gurfirends. (:

And special thanks to FeeW. Who ran with me just now, and made me laugh like crazy when running and hiding away from him. LOL! With the epok-epok and the ice-cream melting. Haahaa! ;D What are sisters for lahh kan? (:
Wanee! 2 more days ehh, you better sleep with one-eye open. Heehee.
Okay people,

I wanna make love na na na na

2009-06-10T21:24:00.010+08:00

7th June; St James.

Met up with Ashila with Baby Sister and then proceeded to Tampines interchange to meet other girlfriends. After that, we went around in circles just to meet that guy who was supposed to give us the tickets. Leceh nak mampos I tell ya. On the way there, there was this Mat who shouted at us "St james pahhhh!" LOL! :D And Shila came up with this cute and adorable voice and said, "Ah ahhh. Asal Mau join?" Heehee. =D
After meeting that guy, went under the bridge and waited for Isma and Jalal. Miss Isma so much! Too bad I couldn't snap a picture with her. ):
Anyway, while queuing, we got so irritated by the fucking long queue. So we took a shortcut and joined the 446/454 boys, together with Bob and his clique. Suddenly, because of the unbelievable long queue, each one of us climb over to the entrance! Firstly, it was Bob and his clique, then the 446/454 boys, then each one of us followed suit. And we wearing dresses lahh. Terror kann? Haahaa. Thanks to Fiqq, Yasir and Khalaf for helping me up. (:
After going inside, there was some showcase, and Fee couldn't wait to party. LOL! After the music started, all of my ladies went up the podium. Dance dance until we sweat macam anjings. x)
Out of no where, Fattah tapped my leg and told me something. I was fucking pissed off at him [not Fattah, but his someone else]
Anyway, shall not elaborate on that. I want to thank Yasir again, because he did something, and I find it nice of him to do that. So, thanks Yasir. (:
I kept kicking those Chinese heads, they were annoying me so much because they weren't even dancing much. Me and Isma kept nudging their heads when we were at the podium LOL! :D
Suddenly about 3/4 of the event, I lost every single one of my ladies. And I got stuck in the middle of the podium. There was this bangla who had this awful body odour. I told Aidil about it and he said, "You make me cannot joget lagi ahh" Hahaha. But honestly what, badan dia bau. :]
After the whole event, waited for the first train. Thanks Hakim Sutar for cheering me up when I told him about the problem.
"Tu lahhh, stead dengan Hakim niee tak nak kan."
-HakimS.
Hahahaha. Funny guy.

Thanks girls for the wonderful time! (:

You're right Imah, rather to go this event, then to _____!
Hahahaha! ;D

Here are the pictures. Enjoyyy! ;}

let's play a love game.

2009-06-03T15:38:00.007+08:00

Kiki: Hakim siape? Who are you, really? (:

Airah: Babe! Leave your link lahhh! So i can link you? (:

Ema: Thanks babe! :D And it was rather difficult though. ):

Fify: Eh you! Imyt darlaaaa. My email is Love_from_venus@hotmail.com
Yupyup! let's go out together soon. ;D

iiqah: Same position huh? pitiful right we? SIGH. But what I know is that we have to STAY strong! I'll always be by your side too babycousin. =X

Picture take on BabySister's Sweet Sixteen. (:

Okay, so June holidays has started. I have a feeling it will not be like a holiday. Because my "holiday" is packed with workshops and extra classes of sorts. ):
Judging from my horrible MYE results. I need to really pull up my socks and prove to myself that I CAN do it. So I guess I won't be updating that much people. I'll update whenever I feel like it. I know. moodswings can really be a turn off. If you know what I mean.

Anyway, yesterday while I was listening to "kelakar-seram" on Ria, I heard this funny short joke by DJ Kc. If you guys have heard it before, then you can ignore this section of my post.
So here it goes. ;D

Mat: Ali! Aku feddup gilerrr sehhh!
Ali: Kenape? Kau gaduh dengan matair Siti kau tuuu lagi ke?
Mat: ah ah argh! Semlaam aku call dia, abeh dia tak angkat. Handphone dia terus suddenly off.
Ali: Dia keluar dengan jantan lain pe?
Mat: Mestinyerrrrr! Dia dah tak stia dengan aku lagi. Tadi pagi aku call dia, tanye kenape die tak angkat call aku and off handphone dia. Dia cakap dia tidur rumah kawan dia, Ina.
Ali: Lerrrr, then macam mane kau tahu dia tipu kau dok?
Mat: Confirm nyer. Sebab semalam aku baru tidur kat rumah Ina. Tak nampak Siti pon!

HAHAHAHAHA! :D

Macam sial right? Heheh. Toodles people. Wanna study now. (:

}I love you too bby.

To whoever it may concern.

2009-05-31T14:06:00.003+08:00

I feel that we are not like who we were before. I hate the way you've been acting lately. And it really wounds me that you sometimes don't give a thing or two about me.

Who am I to you now?

Tell me, because, at this state, I feel so confused.
Every night, I kept thinking why I'm feeling this way.
You don't seem to care anymore, do you?
I know I'm not ready sometimes, but can you please at least try to prove my doubts wrong? i mean, I have feelings too y'know. You need to know that they are sensitive and fragile too, and they can just burst out anytime.

I still love you though.

But if you act as if you don't any part in us anymore, then tell me. Don't leave me hanging just like that. And if you don't change for the better, then I have nothing else to say. Whatever it is, I'll be by your side. Always. )':

Sentosa with the neighbourhood Clique!

2009-05-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

Alarm rang twice and snooze for four times yet I still feel sleepy at 8 plus in the morning. Last night's hangover had really cause me the headache and having nausea all the time. But still, thanks Kakak ! (:
Met Hafiz first and then the rest of the homeboys at White Sands Mac with my sisters. Proceeded to Harbour Front to meet Abang and the rest who were dealing with food.

At Mac's.

Shots by FeeW. (:

Mawi, Neesah, Mon, Leezy.

Khalaf a.k.a Pinkboy. (:

Outram Park.

Met Kim there together with Abang and the rest. Saw other babes when their boyfies came. Kim was suppose to go to work today, but he skipped it instead. Haiyoo. But it's okay because I wanted him to go with us too. Hee. :]

Number of boys.
(and this is excluding some 2-4 people)
Ribuuutttt! ;D

My Babes.

Couples-in-line.
(naqib & Fee missing? =S)

Suhailababy!

Ally! ♥

Mawi kept stealing him away from me.
Grrrr!

I wonder why I can never be taller.
):

Reached Sentosa and immediately headed for the beach. Fee, Lala and I were at one corner, secluded from the rest. Haahaa! Well, first reason, we couldn't swim. Secondly, our mobiles were placed near the reef. Thirdly, my wound from the picnic was hurting so badly after it reacted with water. ): Owwwh!
Lala was a sweetheart because she kept caring for me about it. Love ya ! (:

My Hot Chickies.

Wet, Cold, & Sticky.
;D

Credits goes to Kim.
;D

Credits goes to Leezy.
;D

Ate after swimming and Farah Nadia along with Suzie and her friend Sue joined us. I miss my babies! (:

Didn't joined my sisters later to swim because my wound was seriously aching. ): So, chilled at the higher reefs. There was this one moment when Kim and I ate Oreo all to ourselves, because we didn't want them boys back to ask us. Hahaaa! And Kim taught me something. ;D

Me: (burps!)

Kim: Alhamdulillahhhhh.
Me: Ade doa ape lagi?
Kim: Doa makan, selepas makan. Doa nak masuk toilet, keluar toilet . .
Me: Kalau doa untuk cium?
Kim: Segala aku cium Leezah, kerana aku mencintai-nya. Amin. (kiss)

LOL. Kim also teach me the doa for after hearing someone else burp. (:
It was funny seeing Kim begging for water when he could not deal with Ira's spicy nasi goreng.

Ally's idea of the shot.
(:

BabyFee! ((:

The almost-sixteen girl.
(x

Mike!
I like his electro mark.
[:

Tititottotttottt!
Hee. ((:

FarahN.
I love to hug her!
(:

After having the most awesome time swimming, chilling and catching up with my friends, went to VivoCity with our own shagged faces. Kim accompanied me and my sisters home and went to
chilll for a while at 453 before going home.

Abang and Fiqq.

Shagged faces.
Picture taken by Ashir, & Fee.
( i know you know ehh FW )

Had fun boys and girls! ((:

Ohoh! It's MIDNIGHT already!
(posted at 12:02 AM)

Happy Birthday Feelah.
I'd always loves you, =X
hope all your wishes come true.
One day, you'll find your dream guy.
BUT! Concentrate on your studies dulu lahh okay.
:D

BabyG's till the end. ♥

2009-05-02T23:54:00.013+08:00

[01/05/09]

After tuition, headed straight back home. On the way home saw Degil, Esha and Wan. Okay BabyG's, you know I know laaaa kannn. So, lips sealed okay? =#
Hee. Wanted to meet Shamira but she with her boyfy. So, went to the chalet with Wanee instead. On the way, took lots of pictures. Because of some missing fragments in my Computer. I've lost some of the animated pictures! ): But, there are only a few left. Damn!

Farhan purposely didn't want Imah's face to be captured.
Hoho!
;D

Ade ajeee lalat!
(x

Upon reaching, saw some juniors, and accompanied them upstairs. Chilled with Eddy, Degil, Ozzy, Acid and othe juniors I can't remember.

Meanwhile, Gop and Arep reached the chalet. Watched Congkak, and left about 11 plus with Mira, Farhan and Wanee. Walked home with Kim after his shift, got home, showered, sleep. (:

[Today, 02/05/09]

I had plans with family to watch Anugerah. Saw loads of typics and it really irks me to see the way they reacted towards me. Pffts. Anyway, had lunch, and met up with Mira at Banquet and proceeded to Afgan.
BabyG's had a mini meeting. Something happened to Imah and her Dad requested to meet us all. SIGH. I really pity Imah. Don't worry honey, we're always here for you Kecik! (:

Here are the pictures of that day, ENJOYYYYY!~

Saturday's Pit. (180409)

2009-04-19T17:49:00.015+08:00

First and foremost,

Happy (advance) Birthday to Huda! (:

I'm so sorry that I didn't manage to snap any photo with you during Sports Day or yesterday. ):
I hope you like the present we gave you. Ily Ara! (=

Yesterday was spent with family plus friends. I had my family's pit & Huda's surprise pit. I was kind of surprise when I reached Pasir Park and this one black guy came calling my name. Got to know it was Ayie. LOL! ( Mainmain jerr Ara, don't take it too hard. Hee. )
He was with Aus and they wanted my help calling back Huda to the chalet for the surprise. Too bad I was busy with family though. ):
So, I ran Mira and she said she was on the way. Meanwhile, I spend a little bit of time with Iiqah! (:
Goddd, I miss her and cD so much laaaaa. ): Fuck family rumours.

After a few drinks went back with Feelah to Huda's pit. Along came the neighbourhood homies and catch up with them too, together with both Cousins. Nurul was there! Yayyy! (: Talked to her and Tiqsy. Both of them had their orientation. Both becoming incredibly attractive by the second. ;D Somtimes, I just miss talking to these kind of people. You know, friends, that you look forward to see cuz it seems as though it's been ages you haven't seen or talk to them. :)

Pictures of the day people!

Somebody pissed me off just by his little silly actions. I'm still a bit annoyed just by thinking of it. Anyway, shall not elaborate on that. Goodnight! (:

Greenview's 2009 Sports Day!

2009-04-17T19:58:00.035+08:00

I was rushing for nothing in the morning when I thought I was the only one late. Dapat tahu, Wanee and Ashila bangun lambat or something. Heehee.
Met up with BabyG Mira first with Farhan and then proceeded to board bus number 3. Met Gop with Jac along the way. Gop and Jac looked so sweet together. :]

We were already late but Mr Koh decided to let all of them latecomers go Scot-free . (x I'm sure they couldn't be bothered to deal with that since them main thing is to go on with Sports Day. (:
Out of all place laaa kan, our class had to be seated right in front of the hot Sun. Shit betol. So, all of us were sweating like dogs. ;D
Aloy was kind enough to lend me his fan. Yay! Thanks a lot. ((:

Our 5NB boys were actually leading. And we were the only one with the high spirits of cheering for them. Eventually, we didn't win. But it was worth the encouragement. ;D

After the whole event, went to check out Tampines 1 with BabyG's along with An, Din and Arep, Gop and others later.
Went home with Mira since she has this "problem". Heehee. (: Met Kim and we chit-chatted for so long that we didn't realise he was suppose to meet his friends later. LOL. Time goes fast whenever I'm with Kim. That sort of thing happens when you're having fun right? (=

I'm too lazy to elaborate more, so just enjoy the pictures people! ;D

My Juniors!(:

Nizam!
The one who never fail to compare that height of his.

Maria!
You can easily spot her in school of course.
:]

Nana & Yana!

LyshaBaby!

These shots were taken in the females toilet.
Looky my fatfat legs! ):
But Baby G's looking good though
(:

When the sweltering heat comes.

BabyG Wanee! ♥

BabyG Ash! ♥

Tuition buddies.

BabyG Mira! ♥

BabyG Imah! ♥

The third picture was supppose to be taken with Andri.
But as the saying goes, "Di mana tong sampah, di situ lahh lalat nyer"
;D

Andri!

Jezraim! That cute, humble boy from primary school.

New friends made in this year's 5nb,
Kamarul,Aloysius & Sebastian!
Psst, that's the guy who would always give us detention.
(:

This bunch of people that I miss from 07's 3NB!
Feeqa & Sherina!

Nadhirah!

Farhan palat!

Q darling!(:

Kaki gerek; Goppy!

Feat. Nizam, Leezy & Mira.

YNWA!! ♥

Farhan R!

Us with Sharon! (:

Miraaaaaa!
Mane you? ):

The usual Clique in 5NB.

5NormalBrilliant! ;D

Farhan wanted to be the centre of attraction.
-_-"

I hate my Msn Messenger.

2009-04-16T22:48:00.004+08:00

Laughing really is contagious! (:

I'm so looking forward to Friday.
I'm so looking forward to Friday.
I'm so looking forward to Friday
I'm so looking forward to Friday.
I'm so looking forward to Friday
I'm so looking forward to Friday.
I'm so looking forward to Friday
I'm so looking forward to Friday.
I'm so looking forward to Friday!
Which is tomorrow. (:
[ 9 times! ]

Lol. I'm following somebody's post.
My tummy is aching, because of the long ass laughhing moments I had with my BabyG's ; Wanee & Imah. Just came back from yet another study session over at Downtown's McCafe. Yummy yum yum Double Chocolate really filled out thirsty throats. I pitied Imah because she had gum erosion in her teeth, because of her smiley piercing. Dahh laa imah, tindik lidah dengan aku sudaaa. xp

Anyway, the most significant thing about today was that when I was on my way home from Downtown at the traffic light, there were a couple of cute skater boys. Yeah, I have fetishes for cute skater boys. ;)
So anyway, while crossing, I realise one of them, which was a Caucasian fella, ket staring at approaching neare to me. When the green man appears, i was walking, and then. .

Caucasian boy: Hey, you speak English?
Me: Uhh. Yeah [with the blur face]
Caucasian boy: My friend, wants your number. He think you're a cute dudette. Will ya give mate? [ with his funny accent]
Me: Hmmm. [smiles]
Caucasian boy: C'mmon aye mate. Get to know ya betta?
Me: No thanks aight. Not interested. (:
Caucasian boy: ya sure? ohh. am i rushing ya?
Me: Umm, yeah, i wanna go home.
Caucasian boy: Okey dokey. Byebye! [ rides off with other skaters. ]

OHHHH EMMM GEEE! And he was wearing long sleeves.
And you know me, swoons over boys who wears long sleeves. :]
But nahh, I don't give my numbers just like that. Even though he's damn hot. ;D
Andand, it was not the guy itself who ask. It was his friend, whom I still figuring out who because it was kind of dark. =/ Besides, I only want to handle with this one and only guy. (:

The main reason that I can't wait for tomorrow is that tomorrow THERE IS NO SCHOOL!
Because of my Sports Day. Heehee. I'm so heading over to Tampines 1 with the usual clique and roam around there. We're gonna camwhore girls! (:

When the world comes tumbling down.

2009-04-15T22:56:00.002+08:00

Yeah, i'm partly disappointed at my REDS for losing to ~~Chelsea~~ by 2 points.
Also partly because, I feel so sorrowful right now.

Sometimes, even your loved ones hurt you,
without they realising it.
And the only sensitive way you can do, is to keep all of it to yourself, and not tell them any word that what they've just said had hurt you, badly.

Thank for your words and advices.
In my darkest moments, I found this gleaming light above, it's you.

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi?
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati,
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir.
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku. . .

Monday the 13th!

2009-04-13T19:51:00.004+08:00

Happy 13th Day of the Month to my Wanee Baby.
Hee. Okay, Only she & I know what this means. [:

Replies To Tags!

Hadina: Yay! Thanks babe. [:

Ema: Drop by Gv sometimes lahh babe! Hee. I bet you miss your old friends form Gv huh? (:

Q: LOL. Tembam? Takmu gerammm. Tak bagos. Q very ver huggable. [:

cD: Idk seh. SIGH. Kene ikut my mum uhhh. Tengok lah ehh kalau dia ade mood. Then you? IMY people a lot! ):

Iiqah: You kate tak nak ice skate what, so I'm still thinking of other plans to do with you on a date. And it's during this June holidays babehhh! Nak? ;)

Passerby: Andri is cute? LOL! I'm sure he's very happy that you said that. :D

Had my NAPFA test today. After which, Andri kept complimenting to himself about a certain passerby who called him CUTE on my blog. Pffts. Bangga ahh eh? [:
He and Wanee kept drawing on my hand. Aku punya tangan kan scraping paper. LOL!
Got my Class T-shirt today, and it's nice! Credits to Hanani and Mira of course. ;D

I've just received a message from Friendster from this girl who claims to be _____ .
Wow. Idk that ____ told things about me to _____ . It's funny how this year, ___ suddenly keep appearing in my life quite a few times. I know that we're practically neutral now but why is it when I'm always at the tip of my most happiest moments in life, ___ appears in my life?
For now, what I know and learnt is that I've forgive and forgotten about what ___ did wrong to me. And, ( with the help of my loved ones )I've moved on with my life. I'm happy that whatever we have against each other, like grudges and all that, is over. We're back to being just normal friends. It's kind of difficult at first but once I've learnt to admit my own mistakes to myself, and then to ___, I've learnt to think of __ too. We're both in the wrong positions anyways. No hard feelings! (:

I've got go get ready later and meet Daddy at White Sands. But Kat's food plus, buy my stationery which I've been wanting to buy. Just had a conversation with Mum and I just sometimes hate the way she talks bad about people. SIGH. I don't know how to change her. BUT, I still love her. My own flesh and blood, so it's kind of pointless to bad mouth about one of your own, right? I love you, parents + sisters! [:

Tampines 1.

2009-04-12T15:49:00.028+08:00

Yesterday,

tuition was supposed to start at 12 but Andrew text me to change to 1pm instead. I swear it was like a headbanging session of Maths. [ Quoted from Iiqah! (; ] I could see my Wanee giving up halfway already on Vectors. Fucking difficult y'know! ): Of course without the help and support of each other. Neither of us could make it. Especially my Ashila as she didn't give up easily. (:
During tuition, received a text message form Gop. He invited me go town ramai-ramai with other friends. Sorry Gop! Had initial plans already.
After tuition, met Kim, Mai, Bro and Ziezie at Tampines Mall's Mac. Okay, my first impression of Kim was not so bad after all. I mean, he didn't look that bad. It's kind of cute. :)
Went to Tampines 1 and there were a few performances held. Like the stomping band and the bouncy green ladies in short green skirts around. LOL! ;D
I didn't know the 446 + others were going to meet us. Suddenly I saw Khalaf tapping behind, along with Suzie and others. [:
Met them at Times and I swear, I'm craving for more books! Especially those unread books of Meg Cabot. Remind me to shop for more books at Times, with my book lovers Ashila & Shamira. {:
The group of us roamed around Tampines 1, Fattah & Yasser, being our photographer of the day. While walking also Fattah wanted to snap pictures. Gaaayylerrr! That's why some pictures a bit blur.

My Baby Botak! (:

AnZie! (:

Abang with Fattah & Kim.

Suzie! (:
& Fattah.

Spastic Snaps!(x

Baby gua baru keluar Ns ahhh.
Hahahhaa! ;D

The view from level 4 of Tampines 1. [:

Mon want to act cute.
-_-"

Credits to Fattah for these shots! (:

Boys will be boys.
[;

Those green bouncy girls I mentioned.

If you noticed, I've updated my wishlist! And finally, I'm able to stroke off yet another item from my wishlist. Yes! I finally bought those Diva earrings I wanted. Hurray! Need not go Bugis Junction. :D
Met Aunty Zalinah later. Kim wanted to buy something from Topman, so he asked Aunty to buy.
He tagged along me and Fattah and asked our perception on which clothes he should buy. It was fun exchanging views with Fattah. Fattah got some sense of style. I like! ;D
After getting what he wanted, others wanted to bowl. I didn't want to because I didn't have enough money but Kim insisted as he said he would pay for me. Such a sweetheart! (:

Before entering E-hub.

Credits to LEEZYFIED!(:

Fattah Baby! (:

Last shot before Downtown.

Still, initial plans were changed. Eventually, they wanted to just chill and eat at Downtown's Mac. Padehal dah book seh. Pffts. Fickle minded fellas. [;
Chilled at Downtown's Mac. I saw Bob, Elfy and other Greenviewans which I can't name. Followed by Nizam and his clique which joined Elfy and Bob who sat beside us. Bob sudahhh action ehhh. I told him that face to face and he only smiled and said why I wasn't with any of my Baby G's. Talked to them for a while before they left to go somewhere. There was a concert at D'marquee by DragonForce ke ape entah. LOL. Soon, Nadia, Yantek and Fadd joined us. Talk talk, chilled, camwhored and got home at 10 plus plus.

Leeza[H]akim.

"Sekarang baru you I punya sistaaa!"
-Kim.
Hahahaha! Chill people. It's just a picture.

When I got home, Daddy came running towards me and said, " Mrs. Torres, your husband scored. " LOL! ;D Damn! I missed the moment.
But never mind, I'll never walk alone kankan?
If you know what I mean. (;

Reply To Tags! (:

2009-04-10T23:14:00.003+08:00

Hello readers! I've updated! Hee. I know these are way due posts but what to do? Hectic life for me. And and, I won't be updating on a regular basis too, because I'll be drilling myself with revisions. Many many apologies! ;D

Replies! ;

Girl93: Babe, I know he's hot and all. But he's actually taken. And Mai is my sister's boyfriend. Not single fo fyi. LOL. Thanks for dropping by.

cD: Oh my god! I miss you too la cD. To be honest, I didn't know who were you. But then i read "quek" hahahahaa. I miss you both! and not so dusty anymore. I've updated. [:

Ashir: Ehhhhhh? How come you know my blog eh? ahahahaa. Do them other 446 boys read too?
Anyway, thanks for tagging Yasser!

Imah: I've updated kecik!

Fify: Thanks Fify! You're cute ehhhh. Keep smiling whenever you see me babe! ;D

And oh oh! While browsing one of my online LFC's, I found this cute animation of Gerrard! Oh my God. This was so meant for me! Heehee.

It's kinda slow, so your computer would have to like, have Flash or something which supports this animation. (:

09` CCA Investiture.

2009-04-09T21:41:00.009+08:00

First and foremost, Happy Second Monthsary to Mira & An'nie!

Please argue less and next time I find you guys arguing, it better not be over petty things! Grrrr.
Bibik sayang korang. Huhur. ;D

Since An'nie the Chairman of 5NB could not make it today, my buddy Andri volunteered to go. Yay! Thanks Andri.
So, went home after school and took a quick nap. On the way home, saw Fify, or is it Firzana? Haha. Sorry babe, I don't know your real name. She's nice la, because I don't know her that much but she would every time smile at me whenever I see her. (:
Got up at 4, showered and got ready to meet Andri at White Sands Primary bustop. It was raining so heavily! I wished I brought my hoodie with me before going out. But never mind. We waited for Yanaa there, together along with Farid.
Can somebody tell me how to make Andri to STOP pinching my arms? I swear he'll always pinch and twist my fast. I said that one day when I'll lose these fats, he won't be able to pinch anymore. Hahaha! And he told me he will be missing them over the weekends. No fats for him to pinch. Grrrr. Bloody small ass. [:

So went in, met Nadhirah and the rest. While talking, there were a couple of juniors walking pass us. It sometimes bothers me that they act like that. Andri called those kind of people "Jiggies"
What the hell. Haahaa. Especially these one particular junior of mine, who of course I shall not name. She changed, more, errmmm, what is it the word that Farid called her, "Slut-ish" LOL.
Anyway, we received refreshments before going in and noooo fair! Because Yanaa had a bigger portion of it. ):
Damian his sweets to me when I wanted more. Thanks dude! ;D
During the performance, there was a song titled "Built To Last". Me and Andri sang together and raise our hand high macam two bloody idiots. LOL. ;D
Halfway through the performance, we got down because our stomachs were growling! And also, the main reason we went there was because there were free food. Sedaaaaap tau. FREE. Mestilaaa. Hahaahha. Quoted from Cousin Fahmi. (x

Nadhirah! (:

Yanaa! (:

Using somebody's 8 megapixel phone. -_-"

Andri; Chipmunk! (:

Farid & Andri.

After eating, met Kim at his house. It's funny how Kim coincides with my Torres. Because his level is 9! Oh, and speaking of his address, realise that the song "Kiss Me Thru The Phone" also coincides with Kim. Hahaaa. So, whenever I hear that song, when the singer sings, "678 triple 9 8 212. ." it will remind me of Kim. {;
So, when I reached his house, Aunty Zalinah insisted me in coming in, but I was kinda shyyy. Hee. Until she said it was rude to not come in when I'm welcome, then I got in his house. (:
Sorry laaaa Aunty. I shyyy. (:

After talking to Aunty, went off with Kim and accompanied him to takraw court. He said he wanted to cut his hair. I gave him my opninon on how to cut, and told him I wanted to meet him immediately after his haircut tomorrow on Good Friday. Hee.

Oh, 446 going swimmming is it this Saturday? Let me know. (:

I still love you.

2009-04-08T10:16:00.003+08:00

Even though, you disappoint me, I will still be by your side.
Even though, my hopes were crushed, I can never change how I feel for you.
Even though, people proved that they were right, I still think you're the best.
And even though you lost to Chelshit by 1 - 3 in the Champions League Quarter Finals,

I still love you, Liverpool.
Especially, my favourite heroes.
Gerrard, Alonso & TORRES!(:

LOL. Drama eh aku.
(:

Oh oh and btw, Happy Birthday Nazzeer!

For tomorrow.

2009-04-07T22:58:00.005+08:00

[parts, not whole]

hatiku bimbang, namun tetap pikirkanmu
selalu, selalu dalam hatiku
ku melangkah sejauh apapun itu
selalu, kau didalam hatiku.

ku berjalan, berjalan memutar waktu
berharap temukan sisa hatimu
mengertilah, ku ingin kau begitu
mengerti, kau didalam hatiku

tak bisakah kau menungguku, hingga nanti tetap menunggu?
tak bisakah kau menuntuku, menemani dalam hidupku?

Sluggish.

2009-04-06T22:41:00.004+08:00

Happy 43rd Birthday Daddylove!

My legs are persistently aching from my 2.4km run. I managed to come only 4th among the girls.
I had the strongest urge to study today. I'm very disappointed that I only did little revision. SIGH! I want to endure these few months, after that then I could spend my leisure time as much as possible. (:
I'm also very disappointed with the fact that Manuer reclaimed their title back at the top. Sialll uhhh! Wasted much. Damn that last minute goal. Manuer kepo ikot LFC, score last minute. Heeee. Boooo~ =D
Sooner or later, I'm going to officially declare myself on HIATUS from and form of internet. This blog is half-dead anyway. LOL. ;D

Kim's voice is somehow aching. Hehehee. Tu laaaaa, condemn LFC some more! Grrr. Anyway Kim, hope your voice get well soon. And I'll sing a little prayer for you before anything happens on 8th April alright? Godddd~ the fact that anything can happen to him worried me, even though he ensures nothing would happen.
Nevermind, I'll keep praying for you. <3

Kim: My lips like sugar . . . . .[singing "Sugar" song]
Me: Sugarrr ke peeee.
Kim: Okay laaa, my lips like sour.
Me: Meh I rase. [action taste] tak laaa, sweeet, macam you. (:
Kim: winks winks* I love you leezah.
Me: Me too Kim [:

Due pictures; Surprise After SchoolAshila's 18th Celebration & Sharon's pit! =D

2009-04-02T22:39:00.014+08:00

Birthdaygirls;
Ashila & Suhaila! (:

Credits To An'nie! :]

Candid!

Si Kecik and Me.
;D

With Mr. Ronald! (x

The Closest. <3

Birthday Girl!

While waiting for Mira.

Before . . .

After . . .

Selfshot.

Whooo~ I like the smoky effect.
Thanks to Imah.

Gop!

Sharon, another birthday girl.

Anak S.

Eyh! My hand! Lol.

Overall, thanks to Imah for her camera. [:

To Salihin Bin Shafiee! (:

2009-04-01T14:47:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday la dude. Hope you like the present. Hehe.

Ohoh, and it's April Fools!
Too bad my dearest Kim could not fool me because I knew whta he was doing. It was way too obvious!
He couldn't just get mad at me suddenly, for no reason or rhyme right? Hahaha. Eventually, he really thought I was angry at him, when actually, I played him at his own game! (x

Wanee couldn't fool me too because she was absent from school, and she thought I could fall for her " I've been hospitalize " trick. LOL. Ain't gonna work babe.

However, I managed to fool my Dad, with that cliche trick of " the zip is open " Hahaha! ;DD

To Nureen Ashila! (:

2009-03-27T23:42:00.001+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday BabyG! ♥
Hope you had fun spending your Birthday time with us today.
Love you a lot!
And gyeah, wait for my turn to turn legal age. Hoho!
You know, I know. (;

[ Will post about today on Sunday, BUSY learning Vectors! (: ]

Busy + Tired = School!

2009-03-25T22:02:00.012+08:00

School holiday was so not enough for me. One week is seriously not enough! ):
Today, had my first test for term 2, which was Chemistry. Me, together with An and Mira slept at 3 am plus yesterday. We had so many assignments handed to us on Tuesday. Otak boleh pecah!
Most of my classmates kept calling me. Because most of us did our homework at night. We had to do revision later of course, for our our Chemistry test today.
SIGH. I think I'll won't be able to ace this test, because my eyes were so heavy, that I could fall to lala land anytime.
But it feels good to school again though. (: I haven't been updating my Fotopages. And most of the slots are empty. I just can't find the right time to do. ):
Suppose to go for Sheera's chalet to day with Kim but something happened to him on my way home after my test. SIGH! I sometimes think my advices to him don't make use at all. I hope he's okay, and I'm still waiting for assurance, by that I meant a phone call from him, which he promised.
But I have to admit though, it was fun while it lasted. Like yesterday when he picked me up from school with Buddha. It was fun riding it! (: Plans to do it again, juts the two of us, around someplace. ;D

Since I have no photos to to post. I'll post photos of Buddha's Sister's wedding.

"Kau dah la pendek. Amek gambar, nampak setengah muke aku aje!"
Hehe, sorry lah Mai.

Cousin Farhan! <3

Shots by, Yours Truly.

Leezyfied & Dingerous (:

Homeboys with "Mummy"
LOL. Thanks to Nazeer.

Izzati! [Sepet gf] (:

Didn't manage to snap pictures with the rest because some of them were so busy.
So kesian. Heee. Okay, shall do my Matrice exercise now. Maths is fun! ;D

To Erwin Chua : LIVERPOOL RAWKS BETTER! =P

I didn't claim myself perfect before.

2009-03-22T01:09:00.014+08:00

Just finished watching the last half of the match between Fulham and ManUtd. What a shame that ManUtd lost by a score of 2-0! Hahahahahaha! Okay, Fahmi, can burn your another pair of socks already. :)
Kim's busy washing plates right now. Rewang babe. LOL. Going to Budda's Sister's wedding invitation. I've never seen Kim wearing long sleeves. Ohmygod. I have little fetishes for boys wearing long sleeves! I'm gonna swoooooooooooooooooooon over Kim after seeing him tomorrow, with long sleeves. [:

Hello Passer! (:

I seriously don't know why you even bother to waste your time SPAMMING me. What do you gain from all of this? NOTHING. Haahaa. No guts to put your own name? I suggest you can keep on damning me and hate me all you want. I DON'T GIVE A FUCK. Enjoy hating and reading my blog! (:

Pardon my language. (: I'm tired of keeping my one eye closed. Everybody has limits yawww. It just irks me a lot to see people like YOU. You're the one who should be asking yourself why you even exist. Haahaa! ;D

I've been missing each and every one of my Girlfriends/Boyfriends. And I've been meaning to post this in my blog. This is by random order.

IMY Qiiqah.

This picture reminded me of when we had that "121" problem. We walked all the way from my old house, up to my Pasir Ris house. The times when me and shared almost everything together. Just because of a minor conflict in the family, our relationship had to change. I don't want that.
Please meet me soon! And enjoy yourself, sudah fifteen sehh!
Feeweet! (:

IMY Zann!

There is not a single gossip missed out when I'm with you. Your little actions sometimes perk me up whenever I'm down. There's a lot of catching up to do with you.
I'm sorry if I didn't initiate any plans. I don't know why i'm so busy these days. Meet me soon? (:

IMY Arif!

I know you've been feeling awkward ever since a lot of things has been happening around us. Just to let you know, I miss us talking and you hearing my problems.
You were like my Bestfriend. I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings in the past.
Now there's no one to call my Mother's name! ):

IMY Ikah!

I remember when we used to have a lot of fun during tuition, and chilling out after tuition. I was happy to see you last few days back. But, we didn't do much of course. Because you had to leave early, and I had to study.
More outings with you again please? (:

IMY Fee!

The last time I saw you was Countdown. That was like last year?!
Miss talking and hanging out with you.
Hope you can find some free time to make a date with me, okay babe? (:

IMY Hannah & Yanaa!

I hope you both miss me too, because I sometimes when I look at our photos, I kept reminiscing on those days we laugh like nobody's business.
Montana and Brenda, Gomez rinduuuuuuu you both a lot! (:

IMY Sheera!

My hindustan lady, study hard for your course okay?
Miss camwhoring with you every minute!
Meet me soon tau! (:

IMY Amy!

Kakak miss you so much laaaaaaaaa. Even though we bumped into each other last few days, it wasn't enough to catch up! I know you're not close to her anymore, and closer to me.

Buat date dengan Kak Leezy soon okay? (:

IMY Feeqa!

Study hard for you N'Levels this year okay? It's been a while since we talked and gossiped with Wanee. Feel free to come to me whenever you need me darling.

Outing soon please?! (:

IMY Maya!

Let's do funny faces with each other again? LOL. Read one of your post, and you know, I miss you too!
Let's go slack at Esplanade, and by slacking, I mean our dressing too! Like that time punye slack. Hee. Nak? (:

IMY Tiara!

My gorgeous party partner. Why you MIA, haven't been seeing you in school lately.
Anyway darling, I miss us talking dirty. LOL! :D
Need to catch up a lot tau darling. (:

IMY Arrzil!

Mane kau menghilang? Rindu keluar dengan kau siol!
Don't forget us [the 4NB clique] ahh matrep!
Miss you la Murat! (:

IMY Nadia!

Sayang, I'm sorry if I didn't take any picture with you while we went out together. SIGH. You're always there whenever I need hugs.
Date with me! Study date pun jadi laaa! (:

I miss them loads! I hate it sometimes TIME is going so fast. Sometimes, THAT can make me lose contact with them. SIGH.
RINDU! ):

So much too do, so little time.

2009-03-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

As promised, I've published my drafts. I'm sorry readers if they were way due or outdated. Scroll down for more posts okay lovelies? (:
So, how was my March Holidays?

Monday;
So sorry Zerbel and Hakim for not being free on Sunday, I really did have my Mock test today.
Kim also had planned to go, but he changed his mind after knowing I didn't. Maybe next time we party okay? (: So, the mock test was kind of silly. Because honestly, I didn't see the purpose of it at all. I've got a poor Malay teacher who didn't helped me after being in class for three years.
I really want to improve my Malay. ):
After test, went to eat lunch at Coffee Express with An, Mira, Wanee, Ash and Liyana. Andri and Abdullah joined them afterwards. Went home, and started to mug on my English homework.

Tuesday;
Tuition was cancelled today. Nb! Cb! Fuckkkkkk. Everything was so last minute. Grrrrrrrrr.

Wednesday;
Went to watch Mall Cop with cousins. It's fucking hilarious la the show! (x
My jaw and stomach ached due to my persistant laughters. ^_^
After watching movie, went bowling around 1 plus. Met Kim and Izyan later around 2 at E-hub. Kim went riding with him. So fun! Went home around 3, showered and slept.
Bby, one day we go riding together okay? But of course not expressways because I'm scared too! =P

Today [Thursday];
Went to chill with some of the 454 people at 450. After that, Kim accompany me to meet Mira and An. Studied at Downtown's Mac. Camwhored with Ikah darling. After having no mood to study, Elfy and Aus gave out teka-teki (s) and made us crack our brains like hell! And I still haven't figure out the one on point. And I'm th eonly BLUR girl who hasn't figure it out! None of them will want to tell of course. ):

Will post pictures soon! (:

Anfield baby!

2009-03-15T02:52:00.007+08:00

" Dah laa you, I nak carik perempuan yang suke Man U. Hmpph! " - Kim. (:

Why must I always get involve with boys who are big rivals with LFC? Hee.
Throughout the whole match, An, Mira, and Kim kept texting me. Of course we all know that me and An are LFC fans. And Mira is beginning to like them too! Yay! :D
There was this part when my Gerrard Baby kissed that awesome LFC logo with his cute lips and then . . . SMACK! He planted one on the television! I swear that was for me! LOL. And Torres, oh my Torres, the way he swings his soft and bouncy hair. Swoons! ;D

This performance was right up there at the very top of great Liverpool ones in the past because we have beaten the world and European champions. This will really hurt their players because we are their big rivals. I have lost here a few times and I know that it hurts badly in the games that come after. This will give us a huge confidence boost and hopefully have an effect on them. There is still a big job to do though. They are a magnificent team with match-winners all over the place, but we now have to make sure we stay on their tails and hope that they slip up.

- Steven Gerrard<3

Hee. My Gerrard! =D
By the way,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 17th SHEERA! (:

Do you really want to see me die?

2009-03-13T20:34:00.011+08:00

I'd rate this movie 9/10! If you people have watched 4bia or Shutter, then you would probably know how frightening this movie can really be.

Before heading over to E-hub, met the 454 ladies for a while, and finally get to meet Maya again! I miss her. (:
Talked with the ladies for a while and then proceeded to E-hub. Bought the tickets and guess what? We didn't realize that the seats we bought were far from the screen! LOL! :D Of course this was a problem for us as both of us didn't bring our glasses so we had to squint to read the subtitles. (x
I suggested Kim to move up front since nobody was seating there. Haha. Remind me to choose seats near the screen if I'm going to watch a movie with him. (:
I swear I couldn't stop biting my nails. Full of suspense at every corner! Kim didn't like me biting my nails. He had to hold my hands down everytime I bite my nails. Heehee.
Even Kim had his shock and awe moments. LOL! Both of us were covering our eyes whenever there's a ghost scene laaa. Hehek. Baik, dua dua potek and takot. ;D

The last part freaked the hell our of me! To know why, you must watched the movie. Hehee. Make sure you people watched it till the credits roll.
Thanks for the time sweetheart. ♥

Oh, and before I forget,

Happy Birthday Fathul Hakim! (:

Gv's Fire Drill Exercise!

2009-03-11T20:27:00.006+08:00

Imah and Andri even had time to eat McMuffins and hot bevarages! LOL! ;D
As usual, Andri darling shared his cup of milk tea with me. [:

Okay laaa, I have to admit Andri.
Your 8.0 megapixel phone can produce nice effects after all.
:)

Union's 5th Anniversary;Family day! ♥

2009-03-08T12:28:00.024+08:00

After the hangover of last night's outing, my head kept spinning around. Arggggh~ Mummy woke us up to get ready for today's family day outing. Daddy was a member of something something UNION group. And they had celebrated their 5th anniversary by supplying FREE tickets to WildWildWet AND Escape Theme Park. That means, FREE entry to both WildWildWet AND Escape Theme Park. Woohoo!

Imah, don't worry, Leezy pon dah fatfat!
(:

The cousins and I went to D'marquee first, since there was a lucky draw contest being shown. Unfortunately, our time spent waiting inside just because of that stupid lucky draw was WASTED. Because none of us was lucky. Let me tell you, the prizes won, were of great value! How valuable you say? Only just the 50th prize, an mp4 laaaaa! Followed by, digital cameras, handphones [ the latest! ], Plasma TVs, digital surround speakers, laptops [ wished it was mine! ]
The first prize is even more mind blowing! $5000 cash + free 3-day trip to anywhere in the world!

We had so much fun! Free food plus tattoos and all! We kept comparing our fats. LOL! And of course everyone took a bit at Neesah's hand because it's the most chubby! (:
Around 3, headed to Escape. Bumped into my Cutiepies, Hannah and Yanaa! Only God knows how much I miss them yaw.

Talk for a while and manage to take a few snaps. Heehee. The blazing heat was really too much for anyone to handle. Each were sweating like pigs! =P
Fahmi called to say he was on the way to Escape form his Granny's house. I seriously had no idea Mom personally asked Fahmi to tag Kimiko along. Of course I was astonished to see him behind me. LOL! But my heart felt a bit at ease because my family now can accept him slowly, and could even invite him over at my family gatherings. (:
After waiting for like an hour for just the Go Cart, we decided to not waste anytime, so we headed to WildWildWet. I was a bit upset because I wanted to ride more rides there. Oh well, time is precious. :]
Had loads of fun with relatives + Kim ! Swimming, and trying out different stunts. Of course, I couldn't swim. Kim was such a sweetheart to carry me and help me float when we swam at the Tsunami sector. He said I looked cute when drowning. -_-" I don't find that attractive at all sehh. MALUUUUU LAGI ADE! ~
After tsunami, went to the Lazy River with them. I saw Bazilah again! And she was there, being a life guard. Hee. She's so cute and huggable! (:
I wanted to ride the bicycle track above us. Kim was again kind enough to accompany me ride that because none of my family members wanted to ride it with me. While riding, we took our own sweet time to ride back. Hee. We wanted to talk more of course. So, after the ride, got down and something happened. A couple of typics [Matreps as you would call them] kept staring at me [ wrongly, if you know what I mean] and they said something. Kim didn't like it at all, so he told them off by his usual talking. They said sorry and left. Padam muke! GRRRR. I don't like gatal boys. Pffts~
Some tattoo guy was interested in Fee. Hee. But I told her that mingling has it's limits. She ought to be careful of course. To be extra sure, I told Kim to go an keep a lookout for that guy. Yoo can't trust them all can you? (:

After swimming, ate at the food stall near pizza hut. Kim was shy to accept that my parents treated him dinner. Hee. My family went over board by spilling my tak senonoh secrets to Kim! Ohmygawshhh~

He was too tired to even smile. Haah.

I don't undertsand Kim, because he doesn't care about my flaws. I love it when boys like me for who I am. That's one of the reasons why I love him. :]

After dinner, walked home, everyone were so sluggish, with their sleepy faces.
There's always moments when you just can't forget. Today is one of them. (:
Family + Cousins + Kim = + Awesome Fun (!!)

Community Involvement Programme + Sheesha-ing with the usuals

2009-03-07T20:18:00.008+08:00

Somehow, I'd always like the idea of visiting the elderly people. To me, it's the best CIP since secondary one. I didn't like washing my own class during secondary 1, nor did I like to deliver newspapers to strangers.
It's more worthy to interact with those little old cute cute grannies and granddaddies. You feel me? I was paired up with, once again, Mira. My Cam-ass partner yaww.
Our class was very pitiful y'know! We had to split into smaller groups just because we're the last of them all.

" Asal class kiter kene berpecah, class lain tak?
Dorang nasi, kiter lauk pe? "
-Salihin.

Hahaa! That's why la Ein. Seemed unfair right? And my Babygirls even had to share seats. Dah laa two of us pantat besar. LOL.
I was even more pissed when my group, [ Aloysius, Nicolette, Mira, Hadi, Fadhil, Elfy, Me ] had to wait for almost an hour for our elderly to be home. But to no avail, no one was home [both houses ] despite our attempts of waiting and knocking persistently.

[ Cip Photos will be posted soon okay? (:]

After CIP, headed home, and took a quick shower. Out of the blue, the rain poured even more heavily, with thunder and lightening. It was sooooo scary! After meeting them over at Marina's Mac, proceeded to Arab Street. Kim kept holding my book and pretended as he understood a single thing I was reading. LOL! I pointed the word SEX to him and he did that face. Haahaa!
Before proceeding to find a place, slacked around the alley. While Nazeer was smoking . . .

Me: [ do that "minah" face and stared him from top to bottom ] Apa lu tengok siaaa?

Nazeer: [takes a few puffs] Alamak, Mummy ade hal per?
Me: Mummy?! Hahahhaa!
Nazeer: Eh, Mummy ade hal ahh dengan aku. Sekarang niee macam mane? Mau kasi per?
*Everyone turns.
Fiqq: Cheh. Mummy per? Daddy mane?
Miko: Ahhh! Siape kacau mummy aku nieee sekarang? Mummy, siape kacau you? Mau kasi per?
Me: Ahhhh kan! Daddy wa dah datang. Takpe takpe. Mummy boleh handle.

This was Act 1 of Anak Metropolitan, 446 version. LOL! Action jerrrrr. not fanatic, just act. :D
After we found a place, they started to order. I think we opened about 4 bottles. More people came this week. And oh oh! the table that we sat this time had the number seven laaaa! It was like, so the predictable. Last week was thirteen. Haahaa. Fate or what?

I didn't get a chance to say goodbye to Nadia because I followed Kim go somewhere to fetch his friend. There wasn't even a photo of us. Sorry darling! ):

After sheesha, we went to this small mart to buy snacks. While we were inside the MRT interchange, Kim gave that sign. The rest hid behind the pillars. Fattah suddenly jumped over Kim, followed by the rest who "hit" Kim.

Miko: Mummy! Tolong! I kene rembat nieee.
Me: Ehhhh! Siape sentuh diaaa? Cakap sekarang.
Fiqq: Alamak! Mummy dah datang uh.
Cousin Farhan: Ahh, mummy dah datang, MRT pon dah datang.

Hahahahahaa. Silly naughty boys they are. Never fail to cheer me up la them. I love my neighbourhood homies! From 454 - 446, I love you all. Thanks for today, especially Sheera and Nadia!

From Esplanade to Arab St.

2009-02-28T20:27:00.020+08:00

Kim asked me to tag along with the 446 homies and chill around Esplanade. Went to meet him and the rest at interchange. On the way, I saw Wan Shango! He looked kind of pale. I have a hunch that he was sick. I was correct when he told me himself he wanted to head to POLY. Tsk tsk. Kesian dia. GET WELL SOON! (:
Upon reaching, met with my 446 BabyG's; Nadia, Aisyah, and Ex-Classmate of Kim, Hamidah.
Kim was so thoughtful when he gave up his own seat to this old lady with a lot of things on her hands. Awwwwh! ;) I couldn't help but to give up mine too because he was alone standing. In the train, Kim told me of his problems again. Of course, time and time again, I'd be his listening ear. [:
While we talked, he mentioned that some of his ex-classmates knew about us? I didn't know that my blog was not so private. I thought of this online diary to be, well, inconspicuous. So, may I know who is this Atiqah that Kim has mentioned to me? He says you know me and has been reading my blog? I hope you drop by and tag sometime alright. And that goes for the rest of you lovelies.
After walking to Marina, ate at Macs. It was Pink's treat [Kim's friend] and she had to rush early. So she left her stuff with us. LOL. Kim and I had a eating contest to see who ate the most number of fries. I won, because Kim purposely wanted to see me eat! GRRRRRRR. He said he like seeing me eat, better than not to waste. Heee. MALUUUUUUUU y'know? Imagine eating with pieces of food left around your mouth, and imagine Kim smiling and wiping it for me! Ohmygodddd~
After waiting for Fiqq and Yasser to finish. Went outside of Marina's Mac. Guess who I saw? MAYA! (: I miss her seh. Sorry ehh Yan. Heee.

Babygirls.

This hand belongs to the son of Zalinah!
LOL! :D

Home boys.

Not bad ehh Kim's photography skills.
[;

Buddah Darkstar! ;D

Fiqq wanted to know what it's like taking pictures from this angle.
(:

Ade ajeee. (x

Since it was raining, plans changed and suddenly everyone wanted to go sheesha. So, chilling at the rooftop was canceled.

Candid shot by Leezy.

Shahirah!

Aisyah!

Bumped into my sweetstuff Iiqah! Godddd~! I miss her too! Talked with her for a while and she was sheesha-ing and celebrating with Baddshaaa seh. Feeweet! Catch up soon with me aye?

Met Pink afterwards and she was very friendly. She kept eyeing on the guy who served us. LOL! And oh oh! the table that me and Kim sat had the number thirteen. Coincidence much? (:

Sweating already laa.

Sheesha plus gossips plus moments with my Babygirls and homies plus romance with Kim was merry merry fantastic! (:

Shots by Yours Truly.

You can tell by my face that I'm shagged.
I didn't know he was taking pictures while I was dozing off!

Took the last train home with those left. Went home with Kim and off to lalalala land~

The meaning of Always There.

2009-02-27T13:45:00.008+08:00

(Pictures from school)

POA Lesson.

Kamarul and a midget. :]

Sorry Imah! (x

My BBG's + Elfy.
(credits to Shamira)

Don't ask why there's bomb.
Ask Twinny. Grrr.

I woke up with my blanket covering me, and together with my blanket, rise and went to shower. If you were someone who slept outside my hall, you would describe me as a red walking blanket. If that someone was you, it would be Kim. (:
I came out of the shower, with the surprised face, saw him rubbing his eyes. I could tell he just woke up. HEE. He didn't tell me he was sleeping over my house yesterday after sending Kak to the hospital. ( she's been warded, PRAY SHE'LL FEEL BETTER AND GO HOME SOON! AMIN. )
I was late for school today ( i know, living nearer to my school is pointless -,- ) because I spent a lot of the time for my hair.
Had my English test today, had to do a letter to the Editor. Andri persuade me to moan for him after that test. Damn! And it started during Catalyst lesson( yesterday ), where we had to so stretches and exercises to make our blood flow properly. I moaned while stretching and Andri thought it was sexy. Haha! He wanted more. See how horny he is? Tsk tsk. (x
Actually, the main reason I went to school today was because there was a fire drill. And that means, skipping about 4 periods of lesson, and enjoying the breeze under the Sun. (:
It was postponed to next week due to the weather. ):

Went home, saw Kim under my block. He said he was sorry for surprising me out of the shower like that. The least he could do was to tell me that he was sleeping over here instead of sleeping over at Sepet's house. I could have at least not show him my tak senonoh face in the morning. GRRR. But I understood his situation right now. After long talks about our own troubled lives, with family, school and everything else, we could somehow feel the pain and agony of each other. How our loved ones hurt us and why things always happen NOT the way we wanted it to be.
See how the role of a brother plays a part in him towards me? (':

The pressure in the letdowns of life make us wanting be be there for each other. And he's always there. So am I for him. The only guy who is never gets irritated by listening, never gets tired of advising. Thanks love.

Yup, many many thanks Kim. Oh and to passerby/bloghoppers/whoever, if you guys are wondering, I'm not with Kimiko. Yes, we're in love but we are not official yet. I'm not ready but he's willing to wait. So, clear your doubts aight people? (:
I'm meeting Mira later for Maths tuition. Yes ahhh! My twinny decided to join us. Sayang her. :D
Plans to go out tomorrow with 454/446? Maybe. =/

Hollaback baby.

2009-02-23T14:43:00.020+08:00

So, [macam finally] updated my drafts once again. Apologies [ and i mean it ] for the lates. Today, ii rained for the second time this month. Usually, the Sun would kill me after school, making me sweat and what not. But today, the weather was not being so bitchy.
Today, my usual clique wanted to study POA. But, judging from the very comfy and nice weather. I highly doubt so la kaannnnn~
[:
Let me update what I did during the weekends.

Friday-Saturday!
Prepared for Cousin's pit. Met with the usual 446 fellas and then proceeded. When suddenly, Fahmi dropped half of the Bee hoon. -_-"
Poor angry Cik Nor had to cook a new batch. so, me and Fee accompanied her back and helped her book. Can you believe it it? The kitchen was spik and span? It's like, we didn't even made a mess. Power lah lu Cik Nor! (:
Arrived and helped to set up tents. Farah Nadia and Aisyah came later. Gave them my huggies. :)

Cousins! <3

Kak Min! <3

Kak Ana! <3

Nadia and Aisyah! <3

Finally get to meet Mayasara. I saw her all alone at the next pit. So I chatted with her. Pinjam sekejap ehh Yan? LOL. "New friends are loved!" Maya knows what I'm referring to. Hehee. {:

Syazana Mayasara! (right?) (:

Waited for Kim to finish playing soccer. Was a little bit pissed at the situation we were in. Fathul and Hazim came and talked to me. Hazim told me about his birthday and I didn't even know! so sorry Zimbo. So, I gave him a Birthday wish. (;
Had a small cold war with the Kim. And do you know what were we fighting about? Both of us were waiting for each the other party to talk to. LOL. Pathetic right us? Oh well, at least we learn from our mistakes. And that talk we had after, sure made us realised that. Sorry if I made you angry okay sweetheart? ):
Some of the 454/446 fellas stayed. Mum came really late and almost all left. When it was about midnight, the cake finally arrived. I was sort of pissed off with Mum for her late arrival. -,-
At least Dad apologized. Awwh, I love Dad so much! Oh, I love my Mum too okay? (:
Overnight with Mikhail, Cousins, Sisters, Danial, Kim, Fattah and Din. Kim's singlet had ants all over it! LOL. He said even ants were attracted to him.
Yerlaaa, hotstuff sangat. -_____________-
Went to Swamp and something happened to Fee. Okay, shall not elaborate it over here. After that incident which ended around 4 plus [thanks to a Malay stranger] , there was a fight amongst the Chinese and Malay peeps. I just don't understand why people have to use violence nowadays. Tsktsk. It was the first time I saw Kim being, well, how should I put it, "fanatic"? Hmm. But I still love him of course. I already accepted him for what he is like and I ain't gonna change him for what he is now. Because I fell in love with him, for being himself. So, don't worry Kim, ISLY okay? (:
I watched over Kim as he slept beside me. It's fascinating how someone like him can sleep throughout the noises in the surrounding. Tido mati la nak katekan. [x
Reached home at 7 and slept for only one hour?! Cause I had a free trial tuition with Ash and Wanee.

Saturday!
After tuition, I caught up with my beauty sleep. Woke up at 5. Met Kim at Central and had a late lunch with him. I don't why but somehow he likes to see me eat. He says the way I eat, somehow makes him feel satisfied. Gile kan? LOL. Accompanied him play takraw at the usual spot for awhile. Kim is similar to a Bestfriend y'know. I mean, I feel comfortable taking to him on my opinion and views. And he feels the same way too. I can "click" with him as a friend slash brother slash LOVER. (:
At home, had a talk about about saving up on things. Hate to admit it, but conserving money is a difficult change for me. For for family's sake, I have to.

Sunday!
Woke up at 10. THANKS to Mum's racket. I had to follow Mum go to the Fish Market. Ah ah yer. Perangai sayur siol! LOL. *hinting at this one small girl. :D
After, chilled with the neighbourhood peeps for awhile and talk to them at 446. Fattah and Kim thought me how to do this cool sign! It symbolizes brotherhood or whatever shit. B-L-O-O-D baby. Hee. Cool aye. Dope habis (:
Went home and ironed school clothes while Kim went to play takraw. As usual at night, Kim called and he told me he lied to his sister just to use the house phone. LOL. I wanted to him to use his house phone. That's because he was so stubborn, that he called me using his own mobile since his sister was using. And I didn't like him to waste his bill on me like that.

Today!
Is Monday and very very mundane. Gonna go for a jog afterwards. And check out prices of cheese hot dog later for my school 's CIP. The duties os being a loyal Vice-Chairman. LOL.
Currently chatting with Khalaf and putting songs inside my mobile. While scrolling down my contacts. I realised that last week Andri had renamed his name as ANDRI HAWT/CUTE. Tak tahu malu punyaa orang right? (: Well, I renamed mine in his so-called 8 megapixel phone. -__-"

Got to go now darlings. Update next week aye?
Big Wet Kisses & Big Warm Hugs! (:

We're gonna clap back homie.

2009-02-20T15:04:00.008+08:00

Supp nigga? I don't why but I'm feeling so dope today. LOL. Okay, enough "hiphop" talk. Ever since my third or fourth day, I've been having cramps. But, Kim said it's not because of that. He thinks it's cause I have an improper diet. you see, I've beginning to eat according to my mood. And, according to my Kimmy, that is not good. Well, I do want to have a healthy lifestyle. So, starting from now on, I'm going to watch what I put in my mouth. I mean EVERYTHING laaa. And Wanee! Don't think anyhowwwwwww! Hee.

Okay, here's the brief summary of my week.

Monday;
Wanee was being a bitch for making me go school without her! GRRRRR! She was having a headache. Still, a day without her seemed somehow incomplete to me seh. Haiyo. But nevermind. This monday wasn't so blue. Kim wanted to see me before I go school. He had this stain and I convinced him that I could get it off using my savvy skills. Biase laaa, aku kan Bibik. You feel me Wanee? :) But eventually I decide for him to go pass it to Cousin easier right?
School was as any normal Monday. but it wasn't so blue. Stark, but not blue.

Tuesday;
Met Kim before going to school. He told me his teacher was frustrated for him being late all the time. So, he decided to go to school earlier. My good boy. (: Yay! Wanee came to school. Catch up with her as usual. Our class got reprimanded by Ma'am Jamilah cause majority didn't do her mind map thingy. I feel bad for her. she's a nice teacher you know? Yeah, she is. I didn't think that that work was important. I guess I won't do it again. I don't like making people mad. Not good aye? [:
Maths Care was canceled. There was a Chemistry test today. Damn! I did it half-heartedly. One of the main reasons is that I DID NOT revise back. The questions were damn similar laaa. Haish. so disappointed at myself. =S

Wednesday;

Wanee introduced me to a Maths tutor. Two free trials to experience whether it's good or it's not. Oh oh! And today I made a deal with Wanee to never speak any other language except for English. And we mean proper English. This would help us correcting each other's mistakes in English. We would pinch each other if either of us forgot to speak English. And I was like her mentor in English. LOL! Farhan was under Shamira's supervision. And his English is improving. But not up to my standard yet. Hahahaa! Action ehh aku. Mira! We must make sure they would NOT fail their O'level English okay? (:
After school, the usual clique did our usual revision at Farhan's house. We made it a point that every Wednesday we would study as a group. Mostly, we study POA. And most of the times, at Tampines. An's mummy cooked pasta and it was very delectable. [ Wanee! Farhan! New word! LOL. ]

Arep Kamal, Din and Hakim Marzuki came over later to eat. Of course I had to feel akaward upon his presence. What am I suppose to do? Besides, we don't 'click' like we used to. It's kinda sad. Never mind laaa. Anyway I revealed Farhan's naughty acts in school to his Mummy. Nyeh nyeh! xp Got home at 10 and asked Kim to accompany me since I'm not comfortable yet with Pasir Ris's nightlife.

Thursday;
Catalyst was awesome! Somehow after that lesson. Everybody was motivated to learn. Rebecca reminded everyone by putting up a " Keep Yourself Awake " sign on the board to keep everone awake. The amazing thing was that everybody paid attention during POA's lesson. That's spirit guys! Jangan pulak semangat sekajap. -,- Went to the library with Wanee and off to Popular to buy myself some stationery. Kim's mum called me to ask for him. I was a little bit mad at cause he didn't go to school today. He told me he was rally sleepy. So, I told him to not do it again unnecessarily. It's like wasting your parent's hard earn money. You feel me fellas? (:
Talked to him after I went to library with Wanee. Met Fattah and his brother, Fathul. Fiqq, Mikhail and some other two neighbourhood boys came down later under my block. Chilled with Kim and the rest and Fattah's humour unrivaled like no other. Thanks dude for the laughter. =D
Kim told me that I was his motivator. Hee. I mean if it wasn't for me, he would be naughty in school and not being a good boy. Grrr!

Friday[today];
Which is today. Kim sent me to school. I was already halfway to school when I felt nauseous. My vomit and never ending cramps was enough to prove that I had to go home and rest. Kim told me I should eat properly. He didn't like me dieting though. I wonder why boys like fats. Haiyooo. Now, even Andri keeps pinching and nudging his head on my fats. LOL.
Today, must prepare for Cousin's pit and all. I'm starting the Maths trial tomorrow.
Will blog sometime soon okay? (:

Peace homie.

Valentine's / Friendship's Day.

2009-02-14T14:55:00.016+08:00

Valentine: noun

A sentimental or humorous greeting card to a sweetheart, friend, or family member on Valentine's Day.

A gift sent as a token of love to one's sweetheart on Valentine's Day.

A person singled out especially as one's sweetheart on Valentine's Day.

Spent this day with my valentine, and my bestfriend too!
Went to prepare my final arrangements for the gifts. And who else other than Wanee, to help my on my opinion? Heehee. Met Kimmy after those preparations and I seriously did not expect to give me anything. I didn't want him to. but he did anyways. Awww. Sucha a sweetheart aye? (':
He was shocked too upon receiving. Of course he was. It was big. LOL. [:
Proceeded to PRCS for his soccer. Eventually I can hear whistles and felicitations from the Sisilak boys. We were like two akward couples bringing our valentine's day gift to a soccer match. LOL. :D
Saw Farah Nadia, like finally! along with Aisha [Suzie]. And I finally get to meet FatinLyana officially. Huhur. She was nice, but very timid though. Hee. Well, who says Valentine's Day is only about love? Look! I've made new friends. (:
I was extremely devastated when they were actually losin, only after I came! It was as if I acted as a bad karma. ): They were actually leading before tau. Sorry boys. Their morale even dropped. Read Faly's blog for more news on the soccer match.

ZieZie Darling! (:

Fatine Lyana! (:

Isyah Suzie [Aisyah] ! (:

Farah Nadia! (:

After soccer, went back at my place for a while since Fattah and Kim wanted to shower first. After showering, Kim kept kissing me like mad. LOL. I think he already peeked at my gifts when I asked him not to do so! Grr. At least some one of them was hidden. I told him to read the card before unwrapping the gifts. (:
Went for supper at Pasir Ris park. Each couple bought their own food. Met up with the 454 boys for wahile. Khalaf looking so dope yawww! (: And saw Mr Sepet, the 'LFC sampai mati member' :D

Mr. Pretty Lashes.

"Asyik asyik dengan mulot macam gitu tau."
-Kim<3

Chilled at this part of Pasir Ris park which I've never been before with Kim and the rest. When the Sunset came, it felt as if everything had fallen into place. I admit that today, my love for my favourite boy grew even much much more.It's funny how spending time with your loved ones seemed so short. But somehow, you'll always treasure those moment. There was this one moment, when me and Kim were at each other. I was wondering, how could someone like him, fall for someone like me? Let's face reality.
1) I'm not that drop-dead gorgeous or pretty.
2) I don't have anything charming about me. (I think)
But when I heard the reasons on why he fell for me . . . Swoons. ^_^
My love for him grew even more. Here I am, a girl with nothing much to offer him, telling teh whole world how much I love him, in my small and not so private blog. (:
Kim sent me home and he went to 213 afterwards. I plainly reminded him not to get in trouble. Anyway, I had tremendous fun!

Today was amazing Kim. Thanks for everything. ILY!

Cousin!

2009-02-13T20:23:00.001+08:00

Happy 19th Birthday An! (:
Remember, hot milo with you during our rainy days were the best.
And believe me, 13 is not as unlucky as what you think, so enjoy! (:
Love you.

Oh Tuesdays.

2009-02-10T14:48:00.006+08:00

Today's Assembly was those typical opera drama about Chinese New Year. [ now insert the -_- face]
Too bad Ein wasted his time going to school because he came only because there was Assembly. Stakat or what? Heehee. Anyway, Salihin Bin Shafiee, since you know I'm going to post this, this part of my post is for you. LOL.

Imagine a half alive class pretending to concentrate on a POA lesson. When suddenly in the middle of the lesson the office lady comes up to call Ashila.
And so the scene goes . . .

* Ashila cries suddenly and everybody except Mira was wondering what happened.
Me: [signalled Wanee to tell me what happen]
Wanee: [suddenly grabs my face in a fast motion and whispers the reason why Ashila cried]
Salihin: Does the same thing, but he pouts and gave a kiss.
* Teacher saw.
Teacher: DO YOU KNOW YOU COULD BE OFFENDED AS AN ABUSE?!
Salihin: [with the 'huh' face] Huhhh?
Teacher: I'M TELLING YOU I COULD CHARGE YOU FOR SEXUAL ABUSE!
Me, Wanee and Andri: [tries not to laugh] (x
Teacher: [Keeps looking at Salhin and kept scolding him]
Salihin: Aku kalau dah start gaduh . .
Teacher: [returns back to lesson]
Me: Oh no! I've been abused ahhh Wanee. HAHA!
Salihin: [laughs] Balik kau tulis kat blog kau, kau kene sexually abuse! xp
Me and Wanee could not stop laughing! ;D

Hahaaaa, Funny siaaaa! :]

Fuck! Just remembered Andri has my bling bling keychain. And he doesn't want to return it to me unless I find him a chick with his specifications. GRRRR!
Takpe, I have his Converse keychain now.
(:

I declare myself as a student who has too much of worries and trouble onto her hands again.

I feel so stressed now days.
I feel as if the weight of the world is on my shoulders yet again. Sometimes, I even regret for putting myself in Secondary five.
" Why would you want to regret? If I could go secondary five, I would. You've given an opportunity to take your O's. I couldn't. So, study hard and don't waste your year. "
Believe me this words came from an ITE student himself. I'm lucky to have friends like him who would always be optimistic in life. I'm just scared of this year. Yes. FEAR. What happens when I fail? Even my insecurities sometimes gets the best of me when I heard the news that my school's Normal Academic had only a percentage of 51% passes in English eyh. That's like half?! Sigh . . .
I feel like giving up sometimes. Because topics are getting tougher to understand. And sometimes I look like this -> LOL!
But I know deep down I can do it.
And so do each of my babygirls and babyboys taking their O's.
Pray I won't disappoint myself, or my parents.

These picture reminds me of something. I remember putting much effort into this. Hopefully, I'll do the same for my O's. (:

[Psst! There's only one January baby. (:]

Anyway Wanee! Click here to view the post on our romantic date.
(:

How To Lead A Healthy Lifetstyle.

2009-02-07T22:24:00.010+08:00

Firstly, Tag replies!

Ashila: Alley? Hee. You cuiii only ehhh you. Don't see too much boobies can? xP
Wanee: " I look like a boyyyy . . " * following beyonce's tune. your fault ahhh! Anyway, the 15th january is not referring to A*** eyh. It's refering to H****. (:
Fizy: Heee. Okay. Miss you loads! (:
Mastura: 15th January? Oh, yeahhhh. Sometimes you fall into those kinds of situation. But time will tell you how to handle it. What a concidence huhz babe? :]
Iella: Will link you soon! (:
Passerby: I'm flattered! I bet you're judging me by my blog right? You should see me in real life. I'm pretty ugly laa actually. But thanks anyway babe/dude. Don't hesistate to put your name okay? (:

Well, I've just finished jogging with Neesah today. And guess what we ate afterwards? Fruits! Hee. I'm going to the gym tomorrow. Oh and sorry Kim for not following you to OJS today! (:

I'm sorry [again] for all the late updates okay people! I've been busy with my life now. And posting them as drafts is the only way I can make sure I remember to update this half alive blog of mine. For convenience, just click on my Archives for that month. And I'm sure there's some posts you lovelies have not read. I can't really find time to use the computer. But, at least I'll update fortnightly. Apologies darlings!

Update soon.
Leezy.

An angel sent from above.

2009-02-06T21:51:00.000+08:00

Remember those walls I built?
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo.
I can see your halo.

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

I can feel your halo.
I can see your halo.

Damn!

2009-02-05T22:22:00.006+08:00

I went home to school today, looking forward to meeting the usual clique.
When suddenly . . .

An: Eyh Leezah! Kau datang sini jugak!
Me: [with the blur face] huhhh? What happened?
Everyone at the scene : // looking suspicious and kept staring at me like I killed their moms!
* Kim goes to the back with Fattah.
* They looked angry at me.
Me: What did I do wrong seh?
Neesah: dengar dengar, kak contact lelaki lain kan?! Jangan tipu ah eyh.
An: Sekarang macam mane nieee. Nak bikin Leezah ke tak nak? Neesah sendiri bace message messages tuuu tau!
Me: Tak! Betol! Sumpah Leezah tak message siapesiape. Really!
* Kim seats in front of me, but facing his back towards me.
An: Sekarang niee, ade cerite yang Leezah burok kan name Miko tau kat sekolah.
Me: [looking very confused and scared] Tak! Mane ade? I love him! Buat dosa ajeee nak buat tuuu semua.
An: takde takde, janagan nak kasi alasan ah Leezah.
Me: alasan ape seh? ):
An: sekarang niee, asal bilang satu sekolah, yang Miko niee handsome?
Everyone laughs their asses off.

WUEEEEEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Leezah kene WUEK lah seehhhhh.
Cheeebye. and Miko has the cheat to laugh some more! I swear I couldn't tell that they were acting. Heee. And that fella never go school. Tskkk! I told him schooling is better than meeting me. So he better goes school tomorrow eyh! :D

Hee. Oh, and we shaved Kat's hair a week ago. and now it's tail look like a feather duster.
LOL! I still love you KitKat.

Date With My Bestfriend!

2009-01-31T21:21:00.017+08:00

[ 30/01/09]

We planned to watch this movie ages ago and finally we have the time to watch it despite our very busy secondary Five life.
We went straight home after another mundane day at school. I took a little quick nap, and then got ready at two. It was fucking difficult to get ready laaaa. Because of my new, trimmed, short fringe! All thanks to Waneee eyh! (x

Great, now I'm fat and,

I have cacat fringe. =S

Neesah came to me and told me something. I don't why she should go and make a big deal out of it. It's just a confrontation right? What surprise me was that Kim came over and talked to Neesah about it. I don't really know what happened and who said what to who but I certainly know that Kim should not make a fuss out of it. Luckily, he listened to me.
So, after meeting Kim for a while, met up with Wanee at Tampines interchange and withdraw some money. We decided to bought our tickets first before heading over with our plans.
Went to Bishan to collect Wanee's pay. [stakat eyh] And you don't wanna know how many numbers she has on her cheque. BELIEVE ME. (:

Ini kenet aku punyaaaaaaaa!

Got myself a new bag again. And this time, hopefully, no one would purchase the same type of design. [fingers crossing] After chilling out at Penin, we went over to watch the preview of Chingay. Actually, we were just passing by. Believe me when I say we looked like lost and deranged girls passing through. We didn't know how the hell to get to Esplanade when there's a parade in the middle. Hee. It turns out, there was a long way to pass through. So, we took that route. :]

Thanks passerby! (:

The shirt says " DIET STARTS TODAY " Tengok tuuuu! GEMKS GEMKS GEMKS!

Who's cuter?
MUAHAHA! ;D

After a bit of camwhoring and chilling at Starbucks, we went to proceed to Marina, and then to Esplanade for more camwhoring sessions.
We kept reminiscing about our outings here. We miss plenty of friends like Arrzil[ruler], and Arif[dagu]. It's a pity that the distance between us keeps getting longer. I wanna meet up with them soon!

Since primary school, Hazwani D***.
;D

This photo was actually inspired by one of Mira's photos in her phone.
Hehek. Kan Mira? (x

Me and that small girl.

EH EH WAAAAA.
Si Waneee niee memang tak tahu maluuu.
Depan ramai orang pon nak amek gamabar.
xP

Eleh, aku pon same. LOL.
[:

One hour before our show, we left Esplanade and took the train to Gv. Upon reaching, there were still a few minutes left. So I went to shop for a few things. Heheee. I didn't even realize I use that much money till it was only enough for us to buy one coupon for food. Sorry wanee! Heee.

I recommend Bride Wars to Bestfriends who thinks their future with their Bestfriend is going to be forever. And also to those who does things with their Bestfriends. Like, a shoulder to cry on, a friend to share your problems and a hope to shine in your darkest and saddest moments. It's a movie that test your patience towards your bestfriend. It also proves just how forgiving and sharing can you be when one has to give in to the other.Wanee, to tell you the truth, I wanted to cry when both of them forgave and confessed how much they missed each other. But, seeing that I would be the only one crying, I pulled them tears back.

Thanks for today Wanee. I love you oh-so much!
[I'm not moving my wedding though! heheee]

With so much love.

2009-01-28T21:38:00.000+08:00

[27/01/09]

Today was a very unplanned day. Yet it was filled with euphonious people who shined my mundane Tuesday.
Firstly, I would like to apologize to Fattah for making him wait. He was the first to arrived at my block. And he had to wait for almost an hour, because us girls took our own time to prepare. Hee. Sorry eyh.

Not long after, Zizie came. Went out at 1 plus and had our lunch at KFC and Fattah and I talked about some issues. Hee. Thanks for your advice friend. (: Anyway, only Fattah knows why I don't like eating in front of Kim when I'm hungry. LOL!

Cousin with Ziezie. ;}

A shoulder to lean,
Cousin Farhan.
(:

Fattah's twist. -,-

Met Kim at Downtown and as usual, always wink wink at me with those long lashes of his. Hee. In return I'd always blow him kisses, somehow it's becoming part of our communication. I don't think people would understand whenever we do that. Heh.
We waited for a few minutes and it pissed Farhan alot because they were taking their own sweet time to reach there. I got bored so I took my very own Cybershot phone ( action i know )
and snap a few photos with them lovelies.

Downtown's Toilet. -_-

While waiting.
[he was actually pissed. Hee. ]

Us with Ronald MatSachok. (:

Went to buy some snacks for the evening. As usual, my eyes were set on sweet chocolate chip cookies and anything relating to chocolate.
When Mai and Din finally came, we headed to the park. Kim and I talked along the park and it's as if it was a perfect day for couples to just spend time with each other. (:
The moment was suddenly perfect. So, we talked about our problems. He told me of his ex and this girl. I gave out my opinions. I mean afterall, I went through that. Gyeah. Been there, done that yaw. Perhaps maybe this Ex of his still misses him? And that girl who he thinks is annoying actually likes him? I'm not sure. Surprisingly, he didn't like my opinion.
"Even if betol, buang mase ajee. I only have feelings for this one girl" (:
We continued to talk till all of us reached the big Spiderweb thingy. I told Kim I could reached the top of the web faster because I'm Spiderwomen. LOL! Check check, aku yang kat bawah, lain dah naik, sorang jekk pat bawah. Haahaa!

I love you both, sisters.

The boys.

The girls.

Fattah is a babe magnet.
HAHA!

Gays these days.
(x

In pairs!
Plus two other candid photos.
I seemed to like my back hair in the candid snapshot. LOL.
(:

We took turns wearing those shades. LOL.
Kimmy, my favourite boy.

The one the left is actually candid. He didn't want to face the Sun, so I lend him my shades. Sanggup squint my eyes for him. Chey! [:

Thanks to Mira for those awesome shades! (:

More shots. Enjoy!

After having enough snacks to fill, we decided to play Truth or Dare again. Heehee! Yes people, the game that test one's bravery and how deep you want to know about that person.
Kim kept stealing my Famous Amos seh. He told me he liked cookies too. Kepo or what? Heee. Takpe, still the candy of my eye. (;

Candid shots during truth or dare game.
.

Kepo. Orang nak tengok porn, die pon nak.
LOL! (x

After those embarrassing dares and unknown truths, we played and exchanged riddles. Or in other malay terms, it's teka-teki.
After a few hours or so, we played on these big round saucepan which twirls and twirls constantly. I call those things putu-piring. LOL! It was fun being pushed but my poor Kim fainted when he got really dizzy. ):

Putu piring thingy. (:

So we stopped for a while. Only me, my sisters and Ziezie went to the swing to play a bit more. Deprived childhood laaaa. -_- Haahaa!
After Kim and Fattah showered, we discussed of Cousin's birthday pit. And how we were going to, well, make it a memorable birthday for him. Heee!
Fahmi came along with Mikhail. Mikhail looked different. But in a good way though. (:
On the way back, saw Wan Shango and coincidentally, I was holding his cap. It was with me since like last year?! Last year?! Haahaa. Inside joke between me and Waneee. Kan kan?
Returned his cap and then we went home to chill under our block for a while. Went home feeling ever so shagged, packed for school tomorrow, and waiting for Kim's call. (:

Thanks for today people of 446/454.
Sayang korangggggg.
Especially Kimiko. [:

Congratulations!

2009-01-27T00:46:00.006+08:00

I finally updated my drafts! Yay! Yay!
Hee. Here are some tag replies. Sorry for the lates! ):
WaneeBaby: Yeah, I'm still thinking about buying a new bagpack cuz of that stupid Gv guy! ): I love you more laa BestF.
Feeqa: Hunnnney! Thanks for your comments. Tag more okay? LOVE YOU! (:
TiaraNeko: Hee. Of cuz laaa I post about you. Btw, I add you already. Come and grab your photos! ;D
Ein: I've linked you tau darling. And yes, I miss you too! (:
Azmi, Marissa & Liying: Thanks! (:
Syu: I've linked you. Thanks you!
Faly: I saw you too. With who eh? (;
Icesyah: Tapi okay laaa. At least it's thick so that cannot see your bra colour. (:

I can't sleep right now and I don't know why. Oh and before I forget, Happy Chinese New Year! :D
I'm suppose to wait for Shamira to online and give me photos at Imah's crib. But she hasn't online till now. -_-

Camwhoring Session @ Imah's.

2009-01-23T23:13:00.009+08:00

Let's do this again sometime!
[ more pictures from Shamira, yet to be uploaded ]

Hazirah's.

2009-01-18T23:14:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 10 and prepare myself for the Majlis cukur Rambut at Woodlands. Finally! Get to meet my heroes and heroin. I miss them like a loooot! especially Kak Rizlin. ):
Reached there at 2 plusplus. An was damn lazy laaa. He was sleeping when the event was going on. Tsk! But I have to say sorry though. Because I forgot to bring his contacts! So sorry! I only remembered to so so, after I boarded the bus. -_-
Heee. The event was quite plain though. I slept at Abang Rashidin's room for a while and camwhored. Wheee! :]
when I woke up, most of the guest had left. And I found out that my cousin had a tattoo behind his back. Guess what it was? In bold letters, it showed "TJR". I was damn shocked laaaaa. But I didn't ask him about it. He only advise me not to be like him. And to study hard. Fuhhh! Really unexpected.

People change so fast sometimes.
It's as if we've been drifting apart because of growing up. Siblings who once been close to me are not not so close anymore. Even though there were some misunderstandings among the adults, I still miss the ones I use to hang with. Like Affiqah! I miss you badly sehhhh. I don't know what's happening to us. But it's okay, life goes on. And remember that i'll never forget what you and your mother. (':

Soccer with the neighbourhood homies. (:

2009-01-17T23:49:00.009+08:00

Met with them 446 boys at Central to have their lunch. After that went to HDB building and accompany them go smoke. Met Kim there with Fahmi and some other peeps. He couldn't stop winking at me, so cute! (;
Walked with them to the bustop before E-hub. Boarded bus number 5 and met Fattah there! (: He was quite mad at me for not talking to him during Secondary school. Sorry laaa, dulu kan aku tak rapat dengan kau. :]
Reached Eastpoint, and waited for Nazeer and Hafiz. He bought along this girl. Yay! At least I'm not the only girl there. She was Naz buaye's girlfriend. He name is Shahirah, but she said people call her Sheera. Hello Sheera! Hee. New friends; I like!

Entered Changkat Changi and waited at the football field. Kim told me some stuffs and he always has his ways to make me laugh. Hee. He didn't play the first half of the game, so we sat and he listened to the tunes in my handphone. He cute siaa with his taped shoes. Ya'allah. I feel like buying him a new pair of shoes. I think I should.
After the first half, Sheera came to me and started talking. She was very friendly laaaa! (: She talk to me about her life, and everything. And I shared some of my life stories with her. It seems like we've been friends for long when we've only just met? Heeh.
Anyway, they lost to those Bedok kiddos. And noooooo Kim, I did not have any likings for any of them because my eyes were all set on you. Chey! Hehek.
After the match, went to Banquet to eat and parted with cousins. They wanted to sleepover at Woodlands with Kak Rizlin. They insist me on staying and going home with Kim. Hee. And besides, I wanted to spend more time with Kim. :]
Ordered Double Taste noodle and Kim wonder why I eat this kind of food. heh. He even was concern whether I would be full after eating. I told him this dish was my favourite. (:

Kim took these.

They ask me to take these shots. -_-

After eating dinner, we chilled awhile outside Eastpoint with some of unknown cliques. But one of them, whom I hardly recognize, was actually Taufiq! Damn! He's like super XSSSS laaa. No wonder people call him Little. (:

Toilet!

Head over at Ehub and chilled at Coffee Bean's. While Sheera was singing her Hindustan tunes. I sat at the other table with Kim. I swear me and him couldn't stop staring at each other. I can't help it. It's something about him that makes me keep gazing at him. and something about me that makes him keep winking at me.

Kimiko! (:

After chilling at Ehub, went to send Sheera home. And I was seriously craving for some waffles. But the waffles shop closed before we reached. ): And we found this scooter, I played and fiddled around with it like one small girl, deprived of her childhood. Heee. :D

After that, went to lepak under my block with Mikhail, Fattah, Fiqq and Kim<3
Talk-talk for awhile and we all shared Kim's Ice Lychee. After that went home and sleep. ;D

Your Confession.

2009-01-15T21:52:00.007+08:00

Is it after the game of "truth or dare" that made you tell me your feelings? I don't know what to say. Maybe it's my fault for sometimes treating you more than just a friend. I myself didn't realize that I could captivate such a person like you. I know you have a girlfriend, that is why I had my limits as to how I should talk and react towards you. But then again, your little crush towards me became too obvious. And when you finally had the courage to tell me, I too, had to admit. Don't get me wrong, I never intend to have feelings for you. But it's those little things you do for me that makes me wonder why you do that, because my dear friend, you make me have these feelings for you. Honestly, you're the only guyfriend who always text and ask about me constantly. I feel so appreciated. And yes, these feelings we share now have somehow made you tell me truth.

For now, go and settle your problems with her. And tell her how you felt all these while. Like how you told me about your problems. Don't worry my dear friend, I'm not angry at you. Better to tell me soon right? (: